飯桌上,母親將最後一尾蝦仁夾給了小女兒,大女兒忿忿不平的說,她也吃了二三隻,於是妹妹低下頭把那尾蝦夾到了姐姐的碗裡說:給妳.等甜點來了之後,姐姐吃了二口,覺得不合她的胃口,便推給了妹妹說:給妳.妹妹像是品嚐山珍海味般的接收,彷彿她心中看出去的盡是美好.
she gave up what she 'd earned when her sister got mad. That's hurt.
scars bothered her not; her sister would hold her hand with joy again.
she loses to trade what must-in. we learn together to make it for us.
2016年11月19日 星期六
2016年11月13日 星期日
after class: a cafe' for moms and kids
Yuan came to me this morning for tutoring in literature, math and English. We started from reading poems, do some mathmatics and watching interact ABC together. To my surprise, instead of watching TV and asking for food as usual, he is not only ready for tutoring but also active listening and learning. He'd aske some good questions. So we extend our learning of eagles on google and drawing a fancy studying room for hisown. His studying room is quite creative and fiscinating. Therefore, I share my experiences of creating my own room and decorating design so that he'd have an idea of thinking his future room.
His mathmatics is not as worse as i think. Actually, he has made a great improvment in caculation but still not thoughtful enough. In terms of Enghlish, his vocabulary and grammer are poor so that he can't make right sentences. Many things need to be done. Gratefully, he is willing to speak and practice though a bit stammer.
He reminds me of my imagination long ago. To create a space where mothers can have tea time while in a glass room their kids are learning and playing guided by a volunteer tutor from any aspect, such as painting, digital design, story-telling, photographing, lego creation.....we share what we have known to young kids and share an afternoon time for free as well.
His mathmatics is not as worse as i think. Actually, he has made a great improvment in caculation but still not thoughtful enough. In terms of Enghlish, his vocabulary and grammer are poor so that he can't make right sentences. Many things need to be done. Gratefully, he is willing to speak and practice though a bit stammer.
He reminds me of my imagination long ago. To create a space where mothers can have tea time while in a glass room their kids are learning and playing guided by a volunteer tutor from any aspect, such as painting, digital design, story-telling, photographing, lego creation.....we share what we have known to young kids and share an afternoon time for free as well.
2016年11月7日 星期一
what can i save you from
我度過了十分辛苦的一段時間,不但生病了,而且我的思緒陷入一糰混亂,心情不得安寧,總是不安恐懼著,我失去一種篤定的泰然自若,而且覺得自己幾近瘋狂,吃力倚靠幾分清醒,以證明自己還沒有喪心病狂,並且厭惡為什麼人們的表情看來如此的明亮動人,而我一個人背負沈重的秘密,幸福,不論怎麼辛苦努力,就不及別人垂手可得那麼理所當然
你能分辨 某種人生和心境的狀態嗎?
我不知道我的頭痛昏沈是因為你,還是感冒的原因
我不知道我的腸胃翻滾是因為飢餓,還是因為身體不適,
我不知道我的恐懼是出於已經發生的劇情,還是我不知道的事
我不知道我的寒意是源於天氣,還是我的心
究竟你能為我帶來什麼嗎?
我嗅出你話中的不確定,不確定我是真心需要你的嗎?
或者 我只是因為你的需要而存在著?
我們不知道這個愛究竟是因為對方,還是因為自己
或者這究是令我們裹足不前的原因吧
我笑了,
原來我們二個都是膽小鬼
我用抽離來試探你的注意力
而你則用背叛來刺激我瀕死的愛慾
其實我為你改變著自己
雖然我知道還是不夠
我也永遠害怕自己固執的,無法控制的抗拒
我可以想出100個我們根本就不可能的理由保持距離
但只要一個理由就可以靠近
我愛你
但我是如此不擅於表達
這麼多年了
你還是不確定我為什麼而等待
而我依然不懂你為什麼不肯回來
回來給我一杯茶的溫暖
給我一個臂彎的力量
給我一個吻的永恒
給我一個依靠的勇氣
給我一個日常的空氣
給我一個笑容的滿足
給我一種幸福的宿命
你能分辨 某種人生和心境的狀態嗎?
我不知道我的頭痛昏沈是因為你,還是感冒的原因
我不知道我的腸胃翻滾是因為飢餓,還是因為身體不適,
我不知道我的恐懼是出於已經發生的劇情,還是我不知道的事
我不知道我的寒意是源於天氣,還是我的心
究竟你能為我帶來什麼嗎?
我嗅出你話中的不確定,不確定我是真心需要你的嗎?
或者 我只是因為你的需要而存在著?
我們不知道這個愛究竟是因為對方,還是因為自己
或者這究是令我們裹足不前的原因吧
我笑了,
原來我們二個都是膽小鬼
我用抽離來試探你的注意力
而你則用背叛來刺激我瀕死的愛慾
其實我為你改變著自己
雖然我知道還是不夠
我也永遠害怕自己固執的,無法控制的抗拒
我可以想出100個我們根本就不可能的理由保持距離
但只要一個理由就可以靠近
我愛你
但我是如此不擅於表達
這麼多年了
你還是不確定我為什麼而等待
而我依然不懂你為什麼不肯回來
回來給我一杯茶的溫暖
給我一個臂彎的力量
給我一個吻的永恒
給我一個依靠的勇氣
給我一個日常的空氣
給我一個笑容的滿足
給我一種幸福的宿命
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